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Better.

1 min read
How am I supposed to get better,
when all I get is worst?

How am I supposed to feel better,
when all I feel is worst?

How am I supposed to breath better,
when all I breath is worst?

How am I supposed to be better,
if I don't want to be?

How am I supposed to make sense,
when I can't ever understand?
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Spring!

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Spring is finally here! :D
Took long enough, I've been wanted to do spring cleaning forever! Too lazy to do it any other time. :squee:
So anyways, now that it is spring break, I have more time to do what I want and less time to run around worrying about school. Yippee! As soon as I find my tablet pen, I'm drawing my heart out. I think I might also write something, too.

I want to thank those who helped me get 30 favorites, and those who gave me llamas to get to Super Llama. :llama: I really appreciate it! :D
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I'm crazy.

1 min read
It's true.
I lost my mind.
I can't find it.
I need help.
Someone to hold.
Someone to yell at.
Ranting.
Screaming.
Crying.
I just need to let it all out.
It seems as if I will never find the way.
The way out of this dark hole in my mind.
I can see a light,
But not a light I wish to see.
No, not God.
God is a joke.
See!
I'm loosing it.
But now I am too far gone.
No coming back now.
Never.
Going.
To.
Live.
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I Rise

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I rise to betray my life. I am not who you think I am. I am a monster, living in my own skin.
Don't undertake a project like me, for I am forever. I stick in the memories of those who dare to defy me, and kill those you decide it would be wise to haunt my very being. Many have been killed. I rise to the fact that I am unlike you, or anyone else. I am special, special not being a little different for the humans, but so much unlike you people that you are a coward in my very presence. No, I am not self-centered of making these facts up. I am speaking the truth and forever the truth shall be spoken. For dragons cannot tell a lie.

As you may be wondering, is this the same young girl from before? The same girl who draws wolves and cats and raccoon's without even a speck of shading. Yes, yes it is. Only I am now taking my time with my life. I have found that is you really think, and attempt to access the last part of your brain, you become what you aren't. You become everything. You become what you have wanted for you entire life, the very this that has been haunting your thoughts for all of eternity. I can feel my past lives. I can feel the old ones I have been before.

I don't believe in a God. I do believe in science. I am science. I am what scientists have wanted for so long. So how could I not believe? I rise to find this world rattled with lies. There is no man living up in the sky. You only tell yourselves that to make you feel good about yourself. There was no young boy nailed to a cross. I am not telling you what to believe, because I could care less. I am just telling you my thoughts on the matter.

I rise to think of this world as under a blanket. All but a few fail to see Earth as it really is. All but few can see that Earth is not there home. Earth is there not there friend. Earth hates them. All fail to see what they do to effect this place we call home. If we cared we would not drive cars, make clothing, burn coal or do any of that sort. I wish that I could smash all of that to the ground. Yet if I did, I would surly be killed and served on the tables of millions. No human ever sees any of it. Not like they care.

I feel that clothing should be banned. We should be proud of our true form. Our peers today think that the 'privet' parts of our bodies are to be kept to ourselves. But why is that when we are willing to show those parts to the humans we meet at a night club or a bar? Why is it that we have to hide our affections from each other? Why do we have to do  so many things is the 'safety' of ourselves. I wish we where all nude. I wish we could do anything in front of anyone. But wishing gets you no where.

I am a dragon. I am Earth. I am art. I am everything.

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Yesterday I saw a mother duck with her chicks laying down for the night. So I grabbed my camera and started to take some pictures. When I got home I uploaded them to to my computer and Put them on here. Earlier today, my cat was laying down by the window, and my camera was right next to me, so I took a few more shots. It turns out that when you put your camera settings on landscape, it takes good pictures. Just look at "Gordon Johnson Jr.". I hope I can take more pictures more and more. :)

Also, on Wednesday, my mom ordered me my iPod Nano `cause I got straight A's for the last two quarters of the school year. I am really excited about that. My dad will bring it home from work tomorrow. :P

Two weeks ago my parents found a kitten, and stayed up until three in the morning trying to catch it. They didn't. So them me and my sister heard it and found it the next day after school. We stayed up until three in the morning again, but caught it. She was scared at first, but now she lays in our laps and cuddles with us. :)
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Better. by Silent-Willow, journal

Spring! by Silent-Willow, journal

I'm crazy. by Silent-Willow, journal

I Rise by Silent-Willow, journal

I'm using my camera more now. by Silent-Willow, journal